Escaping the regular

Have you ever felt as if you are stuck in a certain place in your life and no matter what you do, you won't be able to get out of it? As if that time in your life is quick sand, you just keep sinking deeper and deeper into that rut and you just cannot get out? Its a miserable feeling really. I live possibly the most rural area in Vermont and I hate it. It wasn't that bad when I was younger. But now, halfway through college, I have nothing left here really. All of my actual close friends are in various states, some even in California. All I want to do is pack up the things that are most important, shove them in my car, and go. Not really sure where I would be ending up, but just leaving. Some may say that is the most idiotic thing I could possibly do. But I'm 20...this is the "prime" of my life...the time when I can actually do that. Just not give any fucks in the world and go. Leave everything I know behind me...and move on to a new chapter in my life. A clean slate if you would. I would love nothing more than that. 

Everything that surrounds me is dull, filled with high school memories, and nothing that interests me. I have grown out of the great ole' 802.

I need change. I thrive change.